[原创]那夜，在延河边

尤万龙

<p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">那夜，在延河边</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 274.05pt; mso-char-indent-count: 19.5;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">文</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: navy;"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">尤万龙</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: navy;"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; punctuation-trim: leading;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我，一个人又踏上了这一程漫长的旅途，心灵得到慰藉的只有一根根咸涩的烟卷。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">看着满目荒凉的黄土高原，心理的凄凉一阵阵的涌上心头，还有那一张张亲切而黝黑的脸庞……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">今夜，我站在延河边上看着北方的夜空，除了满目的昏暗，除此之外只有四周黑翳翳的大山。偶尔一只叫不出名字的鸟在这夜空里长鸣一声，却成为了心悸的源泉。我还是那样的站在延河边上看着这个漫漫的黑夜。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">延河的水在这个夜里就象芦河里的水一样失去了往日的容颜，在残冰覆盖的季节里冰封的是过去一年里的希望或者是失望吧！冬天已经过去很久，可今夜的寒风依然在肆意的吹着，心猝然有点冷了，但是仔细琢磨着冷的缘由，又说不出所以然来，就那样再点起一支烟，想祛散心里那无尽的彷徨。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">死一般宁静的暗夜，只有星星点点的灯火在有气无力地阑珊着。在这个四周都是山的河边我真的看不到一点平坦的路，哪怕是一段也好。视线总是在山的悬崖上给我狠狠地反射回来，逼得我只有低下头，看着河床上的残冰弯弯曲曲的延伸到看不见的地方。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">就这么想着的时候我是嘘了一口气的，半个多世纪以前有人在这个山坳里看到了希望，看到了光芒。在这个山坳里结束了二万五千里的跋涉；也就在这个山坳里开始了我们民族的另一次跋涉；也就在这个山坳里画下了我们今天蓝图；也就在这个山坳里……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">就这样梳理着历史，审视着自己，似乎和半个世纪以前的那些灵魂在对话。或许我站的这河边的那个位置或许一定有人站过的，用和我一样的黑眼珠也曾经看着那个茫茫的暗夜吧！也曾经那样的彷徨和无奈吧！但是最后他肯定是笑了的，而我还是那样看着，而心却飘渺地找不到方向！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">收起思绪，走过那座大桥，向旅馆走去。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">夜，很深了……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy;"><p></p></span></p>