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<p><font face="Times New="New" Roman"><font size="4"><strong>Terror</strong> </font></font></p>
<p><br/><font face="Times New="New" Roman" size="4">A river is flowing around and through <br/>my heart, sometimes <br/>down one breast, then up the other </font></p>
<p><br/><font face="Times New="New" Roman" size="4">now above my navel washing <br/>through the ribs, now waterfall <br/>back over the heart. I know <br/>this river, all those times love <br/>hurt me </font></p>
<p><br/><font face="Times New="New" Roman" size="4">I keep waking to the flood, O River Adrenalin <br/>she said was the headwaters <br/>of her disease </font></p>
<p><br/><font face="Times New="New" Roman" size="4">I keep waking on a side street <br/>behind Mendosa's in Mendocino, now here behind mi hija y nieto. <br/>River named Fear my Seminole great grandfather was born on, then <br/>fled, his life on the run, in hiding, mine too, <br/>that this family be here now, O Cape Fear <br/>coursing through my solar plexus, this back street <br/>in Berkeley. </font></p>
<p><br/><font face="Times New="New" Roman" size="4">Is not the heart in the solar plexus the will to live? I wake <br/>in the body of my killer, his egg splat against my side, <br/>our marker in the road <br/>of the other and self, in <br/>forgiveness. O, Invisible River </font></p>
<p><br/><font face="Times New="New" Roman" size="4">I wake in each night, then talk <br/>myself to the banks, this is how you swim </font></p>
<p><font face="Verdana"><br/><font face="Times New="New" Roman" size="4">back to the world <br/>that rivers you <br/> October 2001 (Mendocino-Berkeley) <br/></font><br/><br/><strong><font size="4">恐惧</font></strong></font></p>
<p><font face="Verdana"><br/><font size="4">一条河流淌着环绕并穿过我的心脏,<br/>有时沉到胸部<br/>然后又涨到另一部位</font></font></p>
<p><font face="Verdana"><br/><font size="4">现在已经超过肚脐<br/>冲刷着我的肋骨,此刻<br/>瀑布后退越过心脏<br/>我认识这条河流,那些所有的时光<br/>爱刺痛我</font></font></p>
<p><font face="Verdana"><br/><font size="4">我一直都清楚洪水,噢,河流<br/>她说,肾上腺素<br/>就是她疾病的源头</font></font></p>
<p><font face="Verdana"><br/><font size="4">我一直知道, 门多西诺集市后 一条小巷附近,<br/>现在 这儿是我女儿和外孙家的后面<br/>名为恐惧的河流 我的米诺尔人伟大的祖父出生于此<br/>而后逃亡,一生奔走,躲藏,我亦如此,<br/>如今 家居这里,哦 恐怖的海湾<br/>奔涌流过我的腹腔神经丛<br/>这小巷在伯克利</font></font></p>
<p><font face="Verdana"><br/><font size="4">腹腔神经丛上的心脏没有求生的意志吗?<br/>我从杀手的身体中醒来 他的怂恿溅泼在我侧面,<br/>我们的记分员在自己和另一条路上,<br/>在宽厚仁慈的心中,哦,无形的河流</font></font></p>
<p><font face="Verdana"><br/><font size="4">我每夜醒来,对着河岸交谈,<br/>这即是你</font></font></p>
<p><font face="Verdana"><br/><font size="4">如何游回这个世界<br/>那河流 你</font></font></p>
<p><font face="Verdana" size="4"> 2001年10月(门多西诺——伯克利)<br/></font></p> |
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