[原创]一次下乡记录

庞雪君

<p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><font color="#003333"><span><strong>一次下乡记录</strong></span></font></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">今天我去过你的家</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">见到了你的父母和孩子</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">他们还不太清楚金融危机</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">也不太清楚那些纷纷倒闭的工厂</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">对外出打工的你意味着什么</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">你多年以前离开村庄</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">花开花落都不见身影</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">比庄稼地的长势漫长</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我看到了你和你妻子住过的屋子</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">比老人的房间漂亮多了</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">多年来一直留着</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">老人还能细数你们留下的处处痕迹</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我和你的父母走过了你热爱的小河</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">抚摸你攀爬过的桃花树</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">年迈的父母回忆着你年少时候的梦想</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">给我讲你坐在五月的阳光里轻吹麦笛</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">讲你在十月的田野上扎起一排排稻草人</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">在一棵橘子树前</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我们停下来</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">这是你当年亲手种下的</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">红红的果实挂满枝头</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">散发你火热的情怀</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我和你的父母凝视这些橘子树</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">感受你当年的激情</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">满怀期待</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">走累了，我就和你父母在山坡上坐下来</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">冬日的阳光特别温暖</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">你父亲说近两年冬天 膝关节开始发痛</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">无法再像那年<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 和你一起追赶一只野兔</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">你母亲说秋收一过<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 这田野和人都孤零零的</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">冬天的土<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 她已经翻不动</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我听得汗颜</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">那么多产业<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 压在他们羸弱的身体上</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我的父母这个年龄早已退休休闲</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">现在我和你一样<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 对他们说<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 庄稼地能做才做</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我向你的父母询问你的种种愿望</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">令我深怀愧疚</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">抱憾多年愧对你们的思想</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">你的理想与美好的农村多么接近</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我们却一再令你悲伤失望</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">冬天的村庄到处是落叶和衰草</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">面对空心的村庄</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我们都愧对老人和孩子</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">面对荒芜的农田</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我们都愧对祖先传承的谷物</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">十年的中央一号文件唤不回你们</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">三十年中国经济高速发展</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">把城乡差距拉到一个危险的高度</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我们不断努力</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">城市和乡村的距离依然那么远</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">在你不愿回家的路上</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我陷入深深的诘问</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">你父亲说<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 你表姐家在国道旁<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></span> 很羡慕</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">政府投入那么多为他们改造房子庭院</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">已经习惯了政府在国道边造形象的村民</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">再没热情和感激</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">而你们<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 希望把这条村道贯通</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">希望有一口堰塘保灌溉都太难</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我们的政绩和你们的利益多么不一致</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">反反复复的形象工程</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">伤害了你们多少情感</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">你们不愿意把墙刷白</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">不愿意自己掏钱修村道路……</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">这些<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 我都在今天深深的理解</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">不怪你们</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">是我们没有好好地想你们想的事</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">为了政绩<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 没有和你们同心</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我们无法携手同路</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr>&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">今天，我们认真地向你</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">和你的家人表达歉意</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">有那么多事情我们都没做好</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">在中国农村最广阔的土地上</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">生命是那么绵长</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我们的行为多么渺小</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">村里开蘑菇现场会那天</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我叮嘱一定要按技术要求做</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">最怕村民做了没收成</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">不管什么产业<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 没有收益就不再让你们做了</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我一定兑现我的承诺<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 你的父母可以作证</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">不管上面给多少任务我都自己担着</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">绝不让你们再白辛苦</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">现在<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 一朵朵蘑菇盛开在冬日的土地上</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">采摘这些蘑菇</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我和你父母多么希望你回来</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">此时我漫步在你家乡的原野上</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">你正在中国最南边的城市街头踯躅</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">你共患难的父母在庄稼地里坚守着……</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我浇灌你浇灌过的橘子树</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">并在你思考问题的院坝里<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 思考一阵子</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">现在<span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span> 我想在你的家里给你写一封信</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">和你商议村子里的事情</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">让我们的心慢慢靠近</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">慢慢集中成我们共同关心的事情</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">你一定知道十七届三中全会</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我相信你不久就会回来</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">我们一定好好尊重你们的意愿</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">所有的危机我们一起战胜</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">这个严冬我们一起度过</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">好不好</span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">&nbsp;<wbr></wbr></span></p><p align="center" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span lang="EN-US" xmllang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">2008-11-19</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; COLOR: #2a2a2a;">夜</span></p>

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